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Siren -   Mia Bergeron ,  2023.

American, b. 1979  -

Acrylic on Yupo paper , 5 x 7 in.

pain just doesn’t go away even when you turn a blind eye to it, does it?

it’s soul-diminishing when you don’t feel like you’re needed at all

by anything

nor by anyone

i did all the right things possible with few mistakes along the way out of my being just a human, and nothing seems to have produced tangible, positive results so now i just want to self-destruct

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Ocean Vuong, from “Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong”Night Sky with Exit Wounds

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

in all honesty, i just want to disappear

thenationalyrics:
“And how could the air have the nerve to blow your hair around like that
Windswept (1902), John William Waterhouse / 90-Mile Water Wall (2003), The National
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